I only go there when I want to. I know it’s bad. But it’s for personal reasons.

But when I do, I ask god to help out my friends. Like Janessa. I thank god by talking to her everyday. Becuase you don’t know it might be the last day. Also Jonah. She’s too young. Why not me? I question god. But I sometimes wonder on that. But stop and think that he has plans for us.